The Void.

Waking up at 7 am, taking your Yellow belt test, driving back for 2 hours, and then working out for 3, will really make you hella fucking tired and hungry.

Reblog with your birthday.

birdsthatsing:

lovelesslyssa:

elmowriteslove:

I’m curious.

December 17th, 1992 :D….I want presents from random people I’ve never met :D

May 15, 1986

December 18, 1991 best birthday present this year is I get out for a 2 month winter break on that day.

I can't find my wii mote anywhere! That means no wii until at least christmas :'[

Tumblr lets me and you get together and make babies, loads of unique babies.

I don't feel right.

I don’t feel happy, I don’t feel calm, I don’t feel like myself.

I’m not sad, I’m just here, I’m not sleeping well, I’ve lost most of my motivation to draw, I’m always stressed out.

I think it is a lot of things, I’m constantly fighting with the girlfriend, she’s taking all her problems out on me and she just realized because I couldn’t take it anymore and showed her just how distant I am.  I don’t miss her, I’m use to being alone or in a distant relationship, to the point I don’t know when its still a relationship; she talks about me like I’m a gift sent by god to other people, yet she just makes me sad all the time.  I don’t like being put on a pedastal, I can’t live up to those expectations, I’m normal.

I get upset, I get stressed out, I’m going to the gym almost every day now because I’m so stressed its the only relieve I find in the day.

I’m not home sick, in fact I wish I wasn’t so close to home!  This distant isn’t bothering me, but fuck it seems to be bothering everyone else; I’m 45 minutes away, I can’t afford to come home, I have no job and have to spend close to 50 bucks to come home and come back to Campus, if you miss me so much people come see me!   Don’t complain you never see me, and say “Oh you just miss your family, you should come home” or “oh well you know you really want to see me..” I like this slight freedom, I don’t have to focus on everyone else for once, I can focus on myself!  I can try to improve my own life like I’ve always wanted to, with out the restrictions, but even away I still can’t, and all the problems I had in middle school dealing with are back, I’m sudden clutzy again, I’m angry, I don’t want to be around people, I want to be left alone, I can’t draw or think, I can’t sleep, I can’t focus.   This fucking sucks!  and I don’t know what to do..

THERE IS A GUY IN MY BED ROOM FIXING MY CLOSET

jannathblogs:

I TURNED OFF MY MUSIC BECAUSE I JUST REALIZED HE WAS HERE.

Remember to always yell fire not rape.

and if he yells surprise butt sex then you are fucked.

"Emptiness is form, and Form is Emptiness"

Favorite line and teaching in my book Hardcore Zen, not exactly sure why, but it is.